xx Lose More Weight.
I've lost a bit of weight, and I really don't want to go back. I want ot lose more. I've been working out a little bit lately, but I'm going to do a more hardcore work out, going with my friend who wants to go. We both talk a lot, so we might be exhausted by the first pull. [=
xx Be More Positive.
This has been a harder one for me. I've been working for years to be more positive, but only recently did I become super-duper uber most positive. I've fixed this a lot more, I'm much happier and much more happy/fun. However! Always room for improvement. :]
xx Keep Complaining About How Many Sweets I've Given Up
As we all know, I've given up sweets. Completely. No coffee, no chocolate, no skittles, no banana cream pie, no chocolate bars, no white chocolate mocha venti with whipped cream and fat on the side, no more tres leche, kalithropita, cupcakes, cakes (i've never liked these,) or chocolate pecan pie. Which actually sucks, because I've began to love cooking/baking. Never knew I had it in me. I might go back to baking again and just give the food to my family. [= QUICK, BECOME RELATED TO ME.
xx Finally Allow Myself to Look How I Want to Look.
Over the years, I've kind of muted myself from things I would love to wear more of, like make-up and actually good clothes. I've changed, especially since High School, to wearing makeup/way expensive clothes, but I haven't really been wearing 100% what I want to. I let my scars stop me from wearing eyeliner/lip liner, or anything else like that. I used to just wear foundation, but I think its about time I just embrace I can do what I want.
xx Be More Successful.
I've been stopping myself from being successful for many reasons. I have a ton of personal fears that have been holding me back. I've been trying desperately to get a job, putting in application after application, probably over 20-30 over the past 2-3 years. I'm tired of it. I want to either get a new job finally, join college, or become a professional Video Poker Player.
xx Keep Being Hilarious.
I'm really funny. I mean I'm really, really funny. I'm hilarious. I have a dark, quick humor which is dry and witty. If you don't get me, you never will, but those who do find me extremely hilarious. I am nothing less than genius. I will see that Ikeep that up. You're welcome, life.
xx Stop Being Insecure.
Gone were the days when I used to say "I'm fat, I'm fat, hey guys didn't you know I'm fat? If you didn't, I am, and that's what I'll always be. I was born fat, living fat, and gonna be fat. No matter how hard I try, I'm fat, and I'll never amount to anything. I'm fat, fat, fat, and then some more fat. If I were a food product, I'd be turned into butter." Okay, so maybe I exaggerated, but if you knew me around anytime before/during I was 16-17, you know I used to have a huge problem with my insecurities. I despised how I looked, and I would complain excessively until people would be annoyed, including me. I stopped this habit many years ago, but I'm bringing it up to prove a point: I've stopped saying it, not just out of maturity, but because I don't feel it anymore. I am a lot more confident about myself. A lot. I'm comfortable with who I am. I've become what I've wanted to be, losing a few pounds, 30, but nothing too much. I'm great with myself. I'm just fine. And I wanna keep that up. I don't ever wanna go back to being so insecure that I skip out on life; But everyone has insecurities, and I put this resolution here so I can remember how far I've come and how far I need to go. <3
xx I Will Stop Posting MySpace Surveys, Bulletins, Pictures, Comments, Messages, Blogs, Videos, and Anything Else Entertaining.
Like right now. ;)
Jan 3, 2009 8:52 AM
Those are good new years resolutions. And I am now legally related to you. I will be sending you the papers shortly. =)